For all the people who got this website addy from this year. It means that I trust or want you to know about Kat, A girl who dead or is in rest I guess lol. I am Karebear now. Someone that I cared about usto call me Kat cuz of the way I fiddled and messed with things and was easily amused by things.

I use to be morbid and completely scary as a matter of fact this website of mine was looked at by the police, Principal and others. I caused alot of hurt and with all my might I wish to never have done such a thing or things. I hate talking about my past or anything about me.... Its a haunting feeling, Kinda like some part of me died... I changed into what I am now, A happy, ditzy 'hardworking' girl.

Some days I do miss the feeling, I don't know how to explain it. Um, The girl who was just there, never talked or even felt. You know people who are depressed call it numbness. I just didn't feel I had what the 'eople' called major depressive disorder. I had no feelings so that made my stress level basically override.
This is a nutshell of what happened I guess....

This shows how bad my poems were at the beginning and the rising point in the middle and how they eventually started my poems took a wrong turn.

So to the one's I gave this addy to I must really trust you or maybe ...I don't know!! lol


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On a note all of my journals have been deleted for reasons, this isn't even a quarter of journals I've wrote.

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